I'm an English Writing and Women's Studies dual major. I'm a feminist, a Whovian, and a writer.
I LOVE River Song and I LOATHE Rose Tyler. Also, I don't like Regina Mills and the fact that she systematically raped Graham, but the writers make light of it because she's "hot." These things will be blatantly clear on my Tumblr. If you can't handle that, it would be best not to follow me in the first place. I do not hold back about the things I love and hate.
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He literally loved her so much that he couldn’t bring himself to speak to her because it killed him inside! For a person who’s been faced with the choice to put down a pet or to continue/take off a loved one’s life support, that scene resonates to the point where I’m shaking at the accusation that he didn’t care and just wanted to get rid of her!
He knew that both of them were suffering and he didn’t know how to help them both. The longer he hung onto her, the more she hurt, and if he let her go, the more he hurt. It’s an impossible position to be in. Holding on is selfish and ignoring the situation is selfish—I happen to know that firsthand—but if you procrastinate the situation and trick yourself into focusing on other things, it gets you through another minute or another hour or day or week.
River was the one begging The Doctor for closure, he was the one who refused to let go of her because endings, especially hers, cut him too deeply. She was basically saying, “Please end my suffering; let me off life support,” and he was fighting that, because how do you say goodbye? And so she came up with a way for him to give her what she needed, without him having to do the thing he couldn’t. It was one of the most simultaneously majestic and tragic scenes I’ve ever seen!
And all too real.
Someone hurry up and make a Doctor/River video to Faith Hill’s “There You’ll Be”:
When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I’ll be glad ‘cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
‘Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always
In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
There you’ll be
And he heard her do it. That look is because he heard her say his name and it’s tearing holes in his hearts.
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And I can’t even do TATM because I don’t have the DVD and it’s not on Netflix yet, but I can cause bodily harm with “First Night” and “Last Night.”

lunarblue21: Hehe, in that case I hope Moffat doesn't leave for a very long time! I love love love River SO SO much <333333 And I will happily defend Moffat and River 6ever.



willstr1: Thanks about that bit about Alex might be in the 50th. I mean really why wouldn't she be. River is Moffat's favorite.
I agree. I’ll be really surprised if she’s not. I also think they’re waiting to announce more names until after the finale tomorrow. It makes sense. If there are surprises in the finale, they wouldn’t want to give them away by announcing them early. With River there’s already a lot of “will she? won’t she?” about the finale, so it’d be silly to announce her for the 50th if they want to keep that suspense. So we’ll see.
(310): Sorry about coming to the pool in only a thong. I thought you said it was closed. Not that you were teaching a group of kids how to swim.

italianhermione: you don't think all these new pictures show that she's not being nice at all to the one person she should be? she's looking as if they've finally found a way to expose she's been playing him all along.
And who should River be being nice to? The Doctor? What? I don’t…yeah, no, I’m not sure where you’re getting this idea of River betraying him from.